You know how much I like to run. I do it almost every other day to keep my mind of things. But that? God I hated myself for doing that. Running. away from you.
And I’m really sorry…
I hope you can forgive me.
I know we’ve known each other for atleast two weeks now and I find you amusing haha. You’re one crazy ass person. And even though you’re bitchy most of the time i like you!
I hope more people would see the fun behind you’re armor.
Hope to see you soon.
I’ve fallen to like you so much for the past months that we talked to each other. You’re like a multiple person in one. I’ve liked your flaws, your impulsiveness, your craziness etc. You we’re perfect imperfect.
But you’ve told me that you weren’t ready yet. That made my heart sink but i didnt lose hope that there will be a day that we will try this again.
Our little fling…
You called me masochist for the hundredth time but yeah maybe I am… When it comes to you atleast.
Anyways I hope you still remember our little deal.
Or do you prefer My precious Rant buddy haha.
Do you remember the first time we met?
It was on a donut shop haha (and i was late haha sorry bout that). We barely knew each other that time but you wanted to go to the lantern parade so i offered to come with and that’s how our rantbuddy/friendship started.
Yah I’ll admit that I liked you more than a friend. Well who could resist that cute face and voice of yours haha kidding.
Our little meetups? It lightened up my week haha.
Yah we just rant bout smth to each other every week but it kinda makes me closer to you. Even though you’re still a mystery to me haha.
Anyways I wanna see you again soon even though you’re always grumpy when we meet coz you need to do schoolworks and you’re still out.
I know that our little game is finally over.
I still miss you.
I know were not supposed to
But we got attached to each other
Hoping that our little game would be true someday. But who are we kidding? Lol. You’ve got a guy that who cant let you go and you loved him for more than 3yrs now I think?
I’ve never thought i would be in that kind of relationship but we have spark that made us happy even though it’s just for a little while.
But yeah I realized that this shit is not going to be true haha our imaginary place wouldnt be bought anymore.
That’s why I needed to say goodbye.
Hope you find what you really want soon.